my Wed's prep?

prep.

preparation la der~

ummm... ape yg nak kena prepare??

study this line ===> "iman, betul ke ko nak kahwin hujung tahun ni??" (while we were doing my cousin's wed's prep)

then i replied with "u'uh, kenape??"

she answer back with "xnampak macam nak kahwin pun.."

pastu aku diam jelah.. senyum.. then i was having a monolog which is "betul ke?? tang mana yg tak nampaknya tuh??"

ermmm....

lagi 6bulan je lagi.. i am just tooo shy larr to show my obsession towards my own wedding preparation.

1st is, i dobt like to gembar-gemburkan what is in my mind because the date is away too long to be bising33 off.. just to be careful. herk?? apekah yg aku nak careful sangat tuh???

2nd is, i dont want peeps to make me pening n changes mind for my own theme choises n etc..know what i mean tak? i mean like this, peeps always said tat my taste is so "pelik" or whatever they wanna call it. so i dont wanna spill out what my dream wed would be like, what is my idea, the theme tat i wanna choose, because i hate peeps reaction like this:

1. "huhh?? knpe ko pilih kaler tu?? xpelik ke???"
2. "iehh ko nih.. xpenah dibuat org"
3. "ah ko xpayah nak over la"
4. "eleh ntah ade duit ke tak lah"
5. and so on...

so i was just shut up.. which mean xdelah xcerita langsung about the progress.. ade, but not the whole details. bukan nak kedekut.. i just feel like its ok if i'm doing it and handle few things alone..

even with my mom pun i didn't share so much. i just keep it secret and they will see it on the wedding day. since she was the one who hate my taste the most. we obviously not agreed with each other. lagi satu, aku xnak la cerita gebang sangat.. bila benda dah betul33 confirm, payment have been made, then they got the right to know bout it i guess??

for just now, its me and my partner business to be care for..