MARRIED

Assalamualaikum,
hi sayang,
i am MARRIED!

again?

MARRIED!

ok now, it happens more than 2weeks ago~ hehehe
sorry ya guys! m seriously get so lazy to updating my blog... but here the sneak peak!

its our solemnization day~ =)

p/s: we dont do the reception but it will coming soon.................

which one?

assalamualaikum kalian!
hooray hooray.. hooray hooray...
Alhamdulillah minggu Assigment dan yang sewaktu dengannya telah pun berakhir dengan penuh dramatik. hahaha.
iman nak kahwin.. oooopppsss!!! nak nikah.. InsyaAllah dalam masa terdekat ni.. tarikh tu, ta berani saye nak cakap.. ada jodohnya, InsyaAllah.. doakan Iman yea... =)

yang menjadi keserabutan iman sekarang ni,,, iman nak nikah je.. tade majlis333 pun.. nikah je.. tade resepsi pun... so, takan nak nikah cam cowboy je kan? walaupun nikah, iman nak ade mini dais,, so I ask my mom like this "mak, kite nak mini pelamin eh? boleh tak?" then my mom replied with "boleh... asalkan tak keluar duit aku".

so kawan-kawan.. mane iman nak dapat mini pelamin dalam mase terdekat ni dengan harga kos yang paling rendah?? yeee... m thinking of doing it all by myself.. memang gigih kedengarannya.. hmm so benda paling penting skali? tempat duduk berupa kusyen or bantal nikah.. i google sana, google sini cari sanasini.. jumpa 1 kusyen ug sgt diidamkan untuk duduk di atasnya ketika bergelar raja sehari. tadaa!!

cantik tak???

then bila tanya kat bee sy.... sekian,sekian, bla bla bla, harga bantal ni RM220.....
"huh???!!!! mahalnya." (actually tade la mahal mane tapi kami mmg nak save budget ok)
=,(

susahnye,... dah berkenan sgt... da terbayang-bayang dah camne rupa mini pelaminnya nt..
so, sy google lagi.. jumpa pulak yang ni!! untuk disewa!! 2bantal, rm50 jeeee...

yang ni pun sy agak suka ler juge.. cume tak masuk lam bayangan mini pelamin sy nanti laaa..... hmmmm.. tatau cane nak pilih niiiiiiii..... =(

like it tak???

so? which one????

minggu assignment bermula lagi!

nak jugak! nak jugak update blog!

dude, uhh.. guyzz, babes.. its assignment week come again!!

haha

work,
work
and
workk....

papers........................

hate it!!

=(

last FRIDAY NIGHT

Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on tabletops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot

Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard

Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop-op
Whoa-oh-oah

This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again

~music lagu last friday night berkumandang~
last friday night by Katy Perry! best party ever!! Wooo!!! haha!!
hmm.. bile sebut je pasal last friday night ni, mesti teringat lagu katy Perry ni.. haha! funny videoclip ever seen. aku pun nak cerita gak.. what happen on my last friday night?


cling! (sony ericsson message alert tone berbunyi)
"korang, datang lah umah aku malam esok lepas terawih..ade kenduri arwah ayah aku"
huuhhh??? nombor sape plak ni?? ayah sape plak yang meninggal nihh???
cepat33 aku reply
"sape ni???"
then die reply balik
"dotdotdot.."
ohhhh!!! tekejut aku dapat tau ayah die baru meninggal week ago..innalillah.. remember when i told ya guyz yang dulu mase skolah, aku ade group yang dianggotai oleh 7 orang dan kami sangat famous dan dicemburui ramai kerana reputasi kitorang yang agak kewl then she one of my best friend.. hmmm... iman tade cite eh?? hehehh..sory33.. 


so, i told her insyaAllah i will come padahal aku tau aku da tade transport pon nak pegi, tapi nak jumpe sgt since ktorang sume dah berjauhan skarang.. she studied at UM, then dah setahun lebih kot ktorang tak jumpa.. so, aku n 1 other member ni dah plan nak pegi lah.. tapi tak jadi since kereta die baru je excident.. so?? tak pegi lah kan?? aku duduk jela kat umah kan without telling her yang aku tak boleh datang pon sebab tade transport kan sebab taknak ganggu die.... tengah33 layan drama "demi masa" nihh.. sorang lagi member aku ni asyik bagi tau aku die nak pegi tapi tade kawan. ok.. malam semakin lewat.. jam menunjukkan pukul 11 malam.. si dotdot ni plak msg tanye aku nak pegi umah die ke tak kalau nak die pick up aku. 


i was like - ???????? dah jauh malam kot!!!! kenduri tak habis lagi ke???? tapi she insist tooo.... sebab nak jumpa gakk... yela soon i will be married.. sementara bujang ni, bila lagi nak hang kan?? sampai33 umah die, orang dah takde pun.. we spend our friday night together.. walaupun tak cukup korum...3 orang je.. banyak jugak lah yang ktorang bualkan.. miss our old days.. we all lives in the same hometown, tapi.. susah sangat nak berjumpa.. yang paling sedih, 1 of our friend nih, umah dia dah pindah JB.. tapi tak bagi tau kitorang ponnnnnn.... sedih. terasa kehilangan walaupun we still text each other.. hm.. lama jugak ktorang berbual.. hampir 2 pagi aku balik umah.. nasib baik mak aku takde, kalau tak dah bising dah.. hehehhh


they are the best friends i've ever had! miss our school days.. wearing uniforms.. its the best thing i've ever feel. being a school girl.


so, its my last friday night! it bring back my school memories. yours????


al-Fatihah kepada arwah... setiap yang hidup, pasti akan menemui ajalnya.. takziah kepada keluarga.

(-,-)
love.

ujian mental dan fizikal?

i watch myself in the mirror. (chewah! speaking)
my skin is getting darker and dull. my hand look sooo harsh like im doing a heavy duty work. it doesnt look like a ladylike hand and fingers.  all scars and scratch here and there all over my body. pale lips. dark circle eyes.
it has been a long time since the last time i took care my skin and body. doing facial, spa, massage, scrubing is sort of a daydream to me now. i couldnt have time to do all this thing. i need to walk, taking bus and walk again for almost 3km everyday. panas terik, hujan badai pun aku redah.

i am so tired and sick of walking and carrying heavy bags like 5 kilos everyday. i'm suffering for muscle pain because of this. most of all, it hurts my feelings more. like nobody could ever care for me. when it come to the most tired day in my life, i could cry and complaining so much. what hurt the most is i couldnt let it go everyday. it stress me out.

i didnt bum and fall asleep soon after getting home like others. there always work that need to be settle down first. i let my tiredness of walking and sweating be in the second place. doing laundry, tide up my bedroom all come first because at the end of the day, i dont have time to do it.

this is the reality of my life now. the reality of a bride to be. was it worth me???

kursus fertigasi

assalamualaikum!

uhuk! uhuk! fuhhhh!! bersawang dah blog aku ni.. kesian kurang kasih sayang. agak33 korang dah bape lame agaknye aku tak hupdate blog aku nih?? lame, memang lame, sampai tikus, lipas, lelabah dah beranak pinak kat sini. mintak maaf la bebanyak ye, reasonnya adalah

1. aku memang betul3 busy. keje berlambak333 non-stop!
2. aku skang dah tak duduk hostel, outsider, sewa rumah yang 10min away from college. so, hari333 naik bas, jalan kaki, penat.
3. dan kat umah sewa aku tak ade wifi... heheh.. broadband pon aku takder... saving money. haha!

kursus Fertigasi.

ummm..ya, beberapa hari yang lepas aku ikuti kursus fertigasi.
fertigasi ni combination word from => fertilization (pembajaan) + Irrigation (pengairan)
suppose to be fertigation la kan tapi dimelayukan jadi la fertigasi..
oh! oh! tak tau fertigasi tu ape bende alah ke??? ha!! fertigasi tu sebenarnya salah satu teknologi terkini dalam pertanian..

heheh.. kiranya aku bercucuk tanam lah few days before ni. jadi petani.. class aku beruntung sangat dapat buat projek ni. kitorang tanam 100 pokok dalam polybeg je. semua cost ditanggung, kolej komuniti sponsor rm1000 tak silap aku. sistem fertigasi ni memang mudah. tak payah nak hari33 jaga pokok tu, membaja, menyiram.

aku pon macam excited sgt. sebab benda ni boleh buat duit. so, cerita kat bumblebee aku, ingat nak ajak die buat bisnes ni. hmm..... sambutan yang aku dapat?? hambar.. rase macam budak33 tak cukup umur cerita kat orang tua... aku cerita kat mak aku pon, die wat tak tau je.. sedihnya.. tak ade yang berminat.. =(

tapi takpelahh.. i will try next time.. =)

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assalamualaikum,

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sunyi sepi.

senyap.

tatkala jari jemari ini mahu melayari keypad laptop putih jenama benQ milik aku.

tatkala mata menatap skrin bercahaya putih terang menyakiti mata.

fikiranku kosong.

mataku terpaku.

jejariku kaku.

memoriku 

seakan-akan termenung. 

hilang segala kata-kata dan cerita.

aku akur, 

tiada cerita bakal dikongsi.

sunyi

senyap

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